|You have A Choice
By JustynRosethorn on 07/24/2011
I love you til Im raw and bare,
I give my all til nothings there,
and cry until I can only stare,
And watch you walk away,
"Im goin out with my friend" Ok another lie,
" We''re just grabbing some drinks. I''ll be back in no time"
The words constantly replay,and they prove to be lies,
as the sun starts to rise, and I wait for you to arrive.
At the door, keys fumbling just on the other side,
I set my coffee on the shelf. I turned off the light,
The door opened carefully, mixing darkness and sunlight,
Such a surprised expression...I prepapred for a lie.
He explains "Sorry Im late I got carried away"
" All night dammit! I had to sit here and wait!
Why cant you do what you said you would do?!
For once in your life, you should actually come through!!!"
" Baby calm down! Why are you so mad?"
" Im tired of spending the night alone, waiting you to come back!
I love you but, Im not somehting to discard..."
"JUST STOP IT BABY! It doesnt have to be this hard.."
"Well listen real good" I said as shivers touched his skin
" I love you so much but this wont happen again"
"What do you mean?" he interrputed as if it were his turn
" I mean if you do this again, I''ll be gone when you return"
And so there it stood, The challenge was on.
He didnt believe that I''d leave, he didnt believe I had won.
He didnt want to think, that I''d leave him alone,
That this was one love that no longer had a home.
And so he left for another night, didnt care that I was mad,
So as he put his shirt on, I packed mine in my bag,
He said " Im about to leave for a bit" as he started to drive,
And I though to myself silently..." Guess this is goodbye"
Not sure if he told the truth that time, my guess is no.
But I didnt stay to find out, so I guess I''ll never know
If he loved me then why''d he leave, didnt it matter what I want,
Hmmm guess there''s a reason he and I are done....
© By JustynRosethorn On 7/24/2011 3:37:43 AM