|Doing the long distance thing...
By beba414 on 01/09/2012
I can''t explain how I truly feel about you.
I just know there''s some emotions involved.
I didn''t mean to have any of this so fast,
But why hold myself back from something that might be so right.
Fuck, I''m scared!
I don''t want my heart to bleed drop by drop;
Damn, that hurts to much!
I think I''ve been through enough.
My heart isn''t even whole yet.
Shit, well I feel something more than I thought I would towards you.
Can I turn around and walk away? YES.
Do I want to? NO.
Do I know why? HELL NO.
It sucks we live miles away from each other,
I get it!
I would like nothing more than to be near YOU so I can be by your side at any given time.
But hang there with me, out of everyone around us something started between two strangers miles away from each other unexpectedly on your birthday month and the holidays.
Don''t shoot me down!
Don''t over analyze us and everything involving us!
Don''t self sabotage, let this unravel, be patient.
Go with the flow, maybe its just meant to start like this.
You never know what can come out of this.
''Em I scared? SHIT LESS.
But why ignore what''s so obviously there and then later on wonder what if.
I''m not playing a game,
Just trying to find out why God put you insight.
So hang in there with me,
Let''s leave whatever this is unravel.
Let''s allow ourselves to be truly and honestly wanted by each other.
In time let''s allow our hearts to purely and honestly be filled with love for one another;
Something that is so hard to find,
But if you avoid it so much it can be something you can end up regretting later on.
So give us a chance to whatever us is right now and to what it might become.
I know I''ve moved fast with my emotions, but I''ll slow them down for you.
I don''t want to push you away, but you have to let me in a little bit more.
I''m not here to hurt you, I care to much about you.
Your happiness means more to me and your friendship I cherish.
I know that this is not easy, but be patient, stay by my side.
I might be trouble, but I''ve just had a rough life.
Give me a chance; I know I can make you happy.
There''s a lot I can offer, starting with loyalty...
By beba414 On 1/9/2012 9:06:48 PM