You blamed me for your weakness And now you blame me for your strength..?! For 6 months you pushed and begged me After 8 months I answered your plea and told you my story ~ For two hours the words were on me For two hours you were speechless And I knew you were oblivious to my world Perhaps now you understand the foolishness of your curiosity ~ I could see you were in awe as the tears ran silently from the corner of your eyes I only did what you asked And you left a man apart behind cuz you couldn''t grasp a past as mine For such insensitivity I shall shatter your iced heart ~ Words will never suffice the pain you inflicted upon me The day you were no-longer present or reachable But I''ll say it the only way I know how to I shall share the darkest path of my soul with you: ~ I gave you a place in my heart and you wired it with Semtex I shared my deepest secrets and biggest regrets My swamped days with liquid and illusionary chemicals Was that the reasons which had you flee? ~ Was it my days living in a suitcase? My uncontrolled anger and now subdued pains? Perhaps it was the rulings of judges And my way to cope with a sentence? ~ I don''t hate you, I loathe you I feel sorry for your narrow mind That you can''t see beyond coffee and Unicorns And that you think my past would cause issues in the current present ~ They say there are plenty of fish in the sea But they dont warn about Stingrays like you So calm and at ease with a floating love Blinded by your beauty whilst forgetting your poison ~ You put question-marks on my scars Even though you knew the truth would hurt You still had to have what you never really wanted And I paid the price for your ignorance of bliss.