I dont know what I want My heart just wont decide What it wants and what it needs I feel a heavy rush, to just keep flowing with the water But its hard when theres sticks and stones in my way I just feel incapable to love
My soul cries out for happiness My heart longs for what it is to truly love My mind decides against it all Forcing me to stumble alone
I cant hold the attachment, but I cant bear the separation And I will always be back for more I want to dance and live life so lightly Walking paper thin, but weary I may fall over Because when I fall Ill fall for four letters But it wont last because my heart never stays
And Ill keep faltering I dont care where it goes Because the collapse is too harsh, itll crush my bones And Ill reel away limping Uncertain of my life I will do this alone, while my heart searches for its real home
And I dont want to be chained down No net ensnares me; I live life open and free I cant hold up because Im already gone From my heart and from my soul To trust is too much Too many bridges were burned, leaving me wounded You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don''t trust enough.