First comes the shock. An icy wave of numbness washes over your body, paralyzing your limbs as you clench your hands into white-knuckled fists. Next comes the pain. A crimson fire in your head charges down into your chest, squeezing and crushing, roaring and raging until your heart is a burning machine squealing from the friction. Then comes the sorrow. A tsunami of inexpressible sadness crashes down on your brain, erupting into a torrent of tears as your sanity fades away into a deep, ebony darkness.