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(Not) A Love Poem

(Not) A Love Poem
By NotASoulInSight on 02/18/2015
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I fell in love with her on a winter's eve
Bored at a party until she showed up as in a dream
The immediate reaction begged me to give her a kiss
That first feeling of a crush forgot about the bliss
Things started out slow, only seeing each other by-the-by
But when we did see each other it'd be on clouds up high
Then we met up more often until it was nearly every day
That was a time worth spending only on my bae

I confessed my love to her and I meant it
I felt myself growing more dependent
But I stayed vigilant in pacing myself to small doses
Because every time I was with her I'd be in comatosis
Her presence was the only thing that could feed my addiction
I'd think about her when she was gone but it only fed my affliction

She knew of my obsession and took advantage
But it was no more abuse than I could manage
However it was enough to wake me up a little
Enough to make me realize that I had gone mental
All along I had been abusing her
For my own fantasy I had been using her
And just when I had become comfortable being bottom
I found myself on top thinking "I got 'em"
Until I realized that nothing had changed
My outlook had but everything stayed the same

I was addicted to an abusive relationship
That I had started to feel this elation shit
So there I was stuck, unable to leave
She didn't want to go or so I believed
Wait, she was the one who was stuck
I was the one who didn't give a fuck
But her hold on me was strong
Anything this good couldn't be wrong
I loved the way that she would feel
Her breath in my lungs was all that was real
Even though the entire situation was my fault
She made no suggestion that we should halt

In fact she seemed perfectly fine
Even the guilt was all mine
Because I realized that I would never let her go
If she ever decided to leave it wouldn't matter though
Because I'd still be left all alone
Sitting in this lonely home
Thinking of words to type
About me and my pipe

-by Joel

"We fall beneath the sea in the back of our hearts and fail to breathe until we resurface again."--Casey Crescenzo

? By NotASoulInSight On 2/18/2015 5:56:21 AM
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