By Absolutaquarian on 09/15/2006
For all the time that I am my own,
I will remember you.
Not because I loved you,
Not because I liked you,
Not because I hate you.
I will remember you
Because you changed so much of me.
I remember the beginning,
I thought I would drown in you.
The passionate kisses,
The hot heavy scent of our love
The words that promised
I’ll love you forever.
Memories of nights we never slept,
Always seem so vivid.
How your fingers ran through my hair,
How sweet your lips tasted,
How you always seemed to leave me breathless.
These few things
made me overlook your flaws.
What a fool I was,
To trust so easily a man
With a mischievous smile,
With dishonest nature,
With my heart.
The depth of betrayal
was enough to shatter my illusion of you.
Your were my drug, my poison,
intense were the pains of withdrawal.
Made me ache,
Made me want you,
Made me lose my head.
So close was I to letting you back in my life,
But pride and strength pushed you away.
There are things that I wish
I had told you then,
That you were bad for me,
That you deceived me,
That I hated you,
But mostly I want you to know
That you will not be the end for me.
There will be days of struggle,
There will be days of happiness,
There will be days just for me.
Hopefully there will be days,
Where I will always be loved,
© By Absolutaquarian On 9/15/2006 12:44:18 AM