Dear Son of mine, How soon have you forgotten that the forgiveness that you seek, is not mine to give. Still, you must look deep within yourself and find the forgiveness you seek, when you forgive yourself. Then my forgiveness is with out question. Yours for the asking and you will and shall join me. By my side forever and ever,my words have been spoken sayeth the Lord. I opened my eyes with tears running down my face. I knew I was dreaming or was I, either way, I'm back in my world. Where I will be careful of my ways of life from now on.