|The Painful Indifference
By Unmanifested_One on 11/11/2007
The feeling of love no longer in reach,
Stolen from the cleverness of a liar.
With my heart gone, indifference achieved,
Raped by her, the one I once did admire.
Scent of betrayal still lingers in the air,
As if the odor from a corpse, still fresh.
It poisons my body like a toxin,
As a rusty knife would disease my flesh.
As i sit here letting life slip on by,
A season of love replays in my mind.
Twas so perfect like water not rippled,
Like the part in a movie to rewind.
I remain a slave to my memories,
Closure but a dream, in the grip of pain.
Remnants of hopeful tears dried on the ground,
Despair filled the air, augmenting my bane.
An awkward mist clouds my judgment when her,
Contagious presence renders me useless.
As if she is a disease infesting,
Consuming my life, making it a mess.
Freedom nonexistent, in regrets arms,
In this prison, screams of the past still cry.
She is the warden for my dark cold cell,
Watching, Waiting, 'till I wither and die.
Indifferent to love, Consumed by hate,
Her beauty once captivated my eyes.
Now I only look at her in disgust,
Her beauty is ugliness in disguise.
If only there were some way to pretend,
Make believe that it all can be okay.
But fantasies are a waste of time here,
As all possibilities waste away.
When I look into her eyes so evil,
The words I intended to say are gone.
She has a power unlike none other,
Halting my vengeance from the chance to spawn.
If all continues the way that it is,
Then a death unwanted forever mine.
These wounds unsewn, caused by the one I loved,
Believe me when I say nothing is fine.
© By Unmanifested_One On 11/11/2007 12:45:59 AM