I always hope I'm doing the right thing. I always hope that everything I do isn't just a waste of time. It was you, who made me feel this way. It was you who cursed my soul to reside in darkness for eternity. I always hope that my heart will be set free form you one day. I always hope that the life that reamins inside me will grow once more. It was you who caused all this death and pain. It was you who should have to wallow in the depths of hell. I always hope for the light and heaven. I always hope that heaven will allow this cursed soul to be happy if only for moment. It was you who took all I loved away. It was you who was greedy with my love, and reserved with your own. And for all you have done, I will still, always wish you could have loved me the way that I am cursed to always love you.