Sadness, Disgust, Used, hatred, Is what I thought when i found out you didn't want me anymore. Is what I felt when i knew why. Is what I said to myself when I knew I couldn't have you back. Is what I cried in my dream to you as I knelt down on my knees asking to let me speak the truth. But you wouldn't let me speak, And I know now if I had just stood up and told you what happened in reality, Then things would be different. But now because I didn't say anything, I'm stuck broken again.