It cuts so sharp like the edge of a blade. Kill for it and take my life with you. Bleed and drain my heart leaving it without value or purpose. Uncharted territory can cause fear and confusion. Yet once explored and conquered, vulnerability is inevitable. You hate me because you love me. I alter my thoughts because of this war. The tug and the pull. Never pushing away. If they made band aids for these scars they would have to be invisible. Emotions can’t be seen. And wounds can’t heal if they’re repeatedly opened. But I love this pain. The darkness that ensues after you abuse me. The pleasure of the blows that sends me reeling into twisted bliss. I won’t scream because I enjoy the madness. I won’t cry because the bites feel too good for tears. I’ll just look at you. Gaze into your soul. See through your clouds and behind your curtain. Your hate is a facade. Your love, all smoke and mirrors. Still I can’t leave. Beat me some more and make me bleed your love. Drink my pain and swallow my passion. I love you because I hate you. The gravitational pull sucks me into the abyss between your legs. That sensitive spot, that small erotic knot. That little tiny button that sends shivers through your body. I want to control that. Open up and spread wide so I can fall in. Never finding the bottom. Empty like my heart that you have drained. Sucked every bit of emotion dry. This is why I thirst for you. I hate you because I love you. I love you because you lie.