I have made my bed, A place for me to rest. Without you by my side. But thoughts of you in my head. It couldnt get better than this How could be it be so right? With all the bitterness inside. How could it be so wrong? When with you, I feel safe at night Why does it hurt? Where is the all the pain coming from? Why is it so hard? Why cant you be a part of my life? Why cant i hold your hand? And walk this journey by your side.