You say i'm brave that i could stand up and walk away but inside, im not standing inside im falling not really understanding what happened what i had to face each day, i remember a ghost i remember you i remember your face
I just don't get, how i meant to feel grief, pain or relief or stand up to all of this do i hide beneath my blankets hoping it never happened just a dream, just a nightmare do i just except it
do i except the excuses maybe take half the blame maybe understand why then maybe it wouldn't of ended like this i know i loved you there was no question about it i proved it all the time so why did you act like this?
Do i take half the blame? was it my fault and not his? A hidden secret that coused this he couldn't explain so maybe he just used his fist
i should of been stronger digged a little deeper try to understand his feelings specially when he understood mine
My mind is playing tricks on me one minute i need the space the next i just wanna see that face but i know its all fake the person i loved was never real but i wish it was because he was apart of me
I still love the person you use to be fake or not, he was but the person you turned out to be i do not love i do not grieve for i do not wish you was here standin be side me just wish that other side came back because he completed me he should me love how love is suppose to be