Dear mother, I know you''re in a better place.. But to your love i can''t help but [Chace] If you wondering how am i doing.. Im not doing okay.. I wish that i''d turn back the time to the day that you held me and sent me on my dream.. Now all i can do is just scream.. so loud but noone can hear it but you... My tears are falling and nobody can whipe''em but you.. Lookin in the merrior all i can see is you. You were my last 3rd sternth.. A true friend in need A mother indeed.. And if you wondering about the people.. We growing further since you passed away... I hate my face cuz it reminds me that i lost you.. my eyes dont sparkel no more... I hate my car cuz it reminds me of the good times that we once had.. and if you were wondering about my heart.. You took the last part.. so you tell me? I just cant help but go aginest myself.. I never lied.. But now am lying to the whole world by sayin am doing okay without you.. I never gave up.. But now all i wanna do is leave... I never broke down.. and now all i do is cry .. Now who gonna tell me a story.. who gonna tell me that i need to change.. Nobody But you ... My mother..