By asian12 on 03/05/2009
A final dedication,
with my own representation,
to the memories of holding you,
gentle kisses under starry nights,
yet something never felt right.
thinking sessions while holding you tight,
going over that sensual spot,
seeing you shudder with tender pleasure,
and disregarding the other one,
until finally it became clear,
that we were nowhere near,
where I thought we would go.
Then I finally got sick,
of struggling with you and my thoughts,
and of you juggling me back and forth,
twisting and warping my brain for all it was worth.
you are fucking amazing,
yet worse at the same time,
never have i felt so many emotions in such a short period,
never before have I been able to write these rhymes.
I guess in a way it was worth it,
you opened a door to a place i never knew existed,
but if it wasn''t for you,
I could have never wanted to achieve more,
I have gained more wisdom,
you will see if you look into my eyes,
know this now,
that when your other one leaves your side,
and you are on a saddening ride,
I won''t be there for you,
because I can''t.
Don''t ever come to me again,
with feelings of love and despair,
I wasn''t prepared,
but now I am and I leave you here,
to show a sign of caring,
not at all,
not even a tear.
that one night was unspeakable,
then it left too quickly,
as I leave you here now to continue on,
with your life.
© By asian12 On 3/5/2009 1:47:36 AM