sometimes i cant breathe and then i realize its because everything reminds me. I think about the past and everything thats now just a memory it hurts to think about everything that could have been it''s a little painful to think back to you and me. things happen for a reason and everything is ok in the end but what happens when you dont even know where to begin i fake like im strong and push forward, its not a choice i''m given; i have to move on. the words dance across my mind and beg to pour from my lips but for once in my life i know is best to just let myself forget. thinking about dreams now broken and summers past those are the most painful of all, the memories that i thought would always last they are now nothing more than stories that are left for me to tell if i would have known it was going to hurt so bad, i would have caught myself before i fell. im so tired of everything being about you im so sick of wanting all these feelings to just disappear i can''t stand the feeling of wanting you near i wish i could be stronger and not be so weak i wish that i hadn''t given you so much of me. i can''t go back, i can''t undo my yesterdays all i can do is look forward and let all the thoughts of us slowly drift away why do i still sit up late into the night? why do i still magnify each detail of every little fight? try to conclude where we went wrong; when did i let this get so far gone?