You are so close yet still so far away. You know that I''m here but then again you don''t. You think you know me but then again you don''t. You''re a happily married man, I only wish that you were mine. You''ve got a baby on the way, I only wish I was having it instead. You don''t know about the way I look at you, all of my friends know though. You are so much older, and I, so much younger. So why does this feel like more than just a little school girl crush?