I’m clutching on to this world with a prerequisite smile and famished eyes that crave to fulfill themselves once more with the Niagra falls that flow straight through your eyes. I wish I could tell you how my skin sizzles and pops with the very touch of just a single hair that lay oh so innocently on your beautiful body. I wish you knew how much I crave to just get one small dose of you. and that’s all I ask…. One more night under the moonlight fenced in by a dirty window lighting up cupid’s arrows shooting through the room. As we loom and lay quiet but shouting silenced screams of comfort and love and for once sobriety. This is the way it’s supposed to be. Quiet and endless Sincere and shameless. No one to look at us and smell the defiance even though we soak in it anyway. I wish you could understand how uninspired I feel to live without you always holding my hand and walking me through a park of dreams. Without you everything seems redundant, overrated, and constricting. I wish you knew that the only way I can communicate this to you is through my lyrical spew of everything that withers me away and leaves me feeling like everyday is just another excuse to steal a breath until my failures finally put me to death. But you steal away that pain and allow me to channel my every fear on to this paper right here. You opened my mouth straight to my hands and I love you so much for giving me that poetic touch.