What exactly was I thinking? Love is more confusing than I thought. Was it really love? Was it just a random feeling? Something is stirring still inside of me. SOmething that I cannot understand. Its like a disease. Its overwhelming. SO confusing. I know what I want? Do I pursue? There''s something deep within that hungers for you. Why must my desires take me to an unfamiliar state? These fears, I am afraid I do not know how to face. A simple touch has never had me so mixed up. The bad thing is that was simply not enough.