i wrote a story today and this is what it told i wrote a story today about my heart and to whom it was sold.
i met him way back when i had no idea what love was i met him way back then i only knew lust.
i was never taught right from wrong i was never shown the ropes im an only child and daddys little girl that was mommys only hope. she wished me not to see the bad they had caused she wished me not to know everything they lost.
as i grew older i began to understand and i stayed far away from it when they said they cant.
they were grown and wise so i let them be i found my own way and i began to see.
the world is cruel and hard trying to make it on your own ignoring mom and dad while living in their home.
i was lied to one summer and told things of love but not by mom or dad by a boy i began to trust
i should not have trusted him for he liked violence in ways i do not he began to hit me and never did he get caught.
i tried to leave repeatedly but the "L" word was brought up and i fell again under his trap of lust.
once i finally got out i built a wall so high around myself one would think too tall.
too tall to cimb to reach the lonely girl inside too tall to even care about the girl who always cried.
but one day years down the road a man came along and startd chipping away at that very tall wall.
he slowly won her over and she let him in he learned more about her and she told him what all through she had been.
he didnt run away he didnt cower in fear of having a girl who was scared of guys or suddenly would have tears running down her face cuz of somthing he once said.
this new man began to show her what love really was and she began to believe him, She let go of lust.
i began to love him just as much as he does me and now i trust him with my whole being.
we are great together he loves me for me you'd never guess that beaten girl