By boswell20 on 02/17/2010
That remain echoing in my head
Like the ripples in a endless lake
...He used me
No, he didn’t care
as he spoke sugar sweet nothingness
into my diabetic ear..
And Oh! ..how the taste of his words
were delightfully beautiful..
Until the after taste hit, which hung on my tongue,
like the morning after a night with cheap wine.
I would have given my ears,
to have been deaf to his alluring words..
his hopeful tales of what if
his empty promises
his harmonious deceit..
But instead I gave my heart out
like a bingo ticket..
and he walked away with the cash prize.
He caught me in his cage of blissful lies,
like an animal,
he carelessly put me to sleep.
You know what I did?
I let him into the darkest part of me.
I told him truths,
that I didn’t even want to believe.
Still yet he tore me apart
like a blank piece of paper,
to him I was recyclable..
Was it because I laughed too much?
Was it because I loved life?
Did my smile disgust him?
My exhuberance offend him?
..but couldn’t he see it in my eyes
when I said “I love you too.”
He must have seen the tears that glistened,
confirming it to be true…
...you broke me,
Is that what you wanted to hear?!
You soulless bastard!
You iniquitous liar!
.....….I just want my heart back.
© By boswell20 On 2/17/2010 12:27:49 AM