By BeccaBeaudwin on 02/05/2011
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Do I still love you, or am i foolish?
Sure, i still kiss you, but is that enough to satisfy me?
I don''t think i can ever master the fact of being without you.
I cannot fathom the lonliness.
I know this is a test of our true love, but will i cheat myself?
The feelings I''ve once experienced before are destined to blossum again...
If we give eachother a chance.
You are still overflowing my mind, but is my head true?
I said all I ever wanted was you.
Do I still feel that way?
Is this long time away changing my heart...already?
How do I know?
I am having some trouble figuring this out.
Please help...This I always seem to cry.
I cry to you, and everyone who has to see me this way.
I want the wind to just sweep me away.
But sweep me to you?
I want you to sweep me away...again.
With your electrifying, paralyzing touch that once made me so addicted.
So long i have to wait.
This is a test, yes.
I keep telling myself.
I may be waiting for a dead end.
This I will never know until then.
But now, what does my heart send?
Could my mind ever be more confused?
I don''t really know anymore.
I know it''s impossible to fall out of love THIS fast.
Especially our love.
So pure, so captivating, so exciting.
My body and mind must be doing something to cope.
From love, am I fasting?
May I climb that rope up to you anytime soon?
I am asking politely.
My patience is in the process of falling.
I am not taking this lightly.
Rebecca A. Beaudwin
© By BeccaBeaudwin On 2/5/2011 3:13:58 PM