I made a list today Of all the things you''ve done Well at least the highlights I didn''t start where we''d begun Thirty one major heart aches In less than four years Physical, social, and emotional abuse Countless nights in tears
You never sought forgiveness Nor tried to dry my tears You never changed your ways Or tried to ease my fears You''ve hurt me time and again And yet here I am still It''s not that I''m a victim I have the strength and will
I''ve been on my own before Well not pregnant with a 4 y/o But none the less I could do it It''s just my heart I can''t control Splintered and shredding my soul My heart still manages to beat If it wasn''t for my Faith I know I''d give into defeat
So here I am still rambling But I''ve no where else to turn My friends have all turned away Those bridges have all been burned I gave you the list today In hopes you''d see the light You didn''t say a word So I guess I''m done tonight
Not sure what this is.. but I needed to let it out somewhere..