I find myself pacing the room. Looking at all that i am and finding no peace in the anger in my mind. this wasn''t suppose to happen to me. i find a dragon in my heart and a flame in my eye. I look left and right and I still don''t know why your here. I still see your face, I still feel your heart, and I want your aroma again. Fighting the need to hold you. "RUN!" repeats in my mind leaving only a small trace of understanding. Relieved by small conglomeration of all that I have enjoyed in my life rushes through my mind. I hold on to the slight feeling of knowledge I have. So what is this that pains me so much you may ask? it is that which confuses us all. It is all in the feeling of love. In my life it has come in many forms. Just last week i was battling a dragon with my spear of injustice and my sheild of containment. Looking this dragon in the eyes could make a man wither, a child cry and a woman run. Fighting this I noticed the flames were hitting a subdimension of my existance. His heart was so fake it was taking many forms. For once I impaled the beast i found myself slain once the same. I lost myself in the soul of this beast but I found that once i had went in to battle the heart my sheild shattered and my body was in a paralyzing state. I got lost in the eyes of the heart and like a mirage I found that of which I was looking for...... Love. I was suddenly warmed by the utter captivity of the mirage heart I saw. I really wanted to know the truth so i went deeper in to the pit of this beast and I found more than I could handle. This is where I stand.... Pacing and pondering. Anger turning to warmth, warmth to care, care to utter embrace, and ending in love and life.