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& i decide to grow out side my self

& i decide to grow out side my self
By ms finch on 02/08/2008
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hi diddle diddle / the cat & the fiddle
& who am i fool ing / only my self / my dear
only my self / /

& 2 years a go you died dear / ah
dear est / how i miss you / how i talk to
you st.ill /

how the booze crept up on me / how i
handled the pain / of a piece of heart miss ing

how the weather goes from ice to rain
did you change the air for me / / did you
let the earth rise up / just a bit / i'm sure
just a little bit

i quit pot be fore / why can't i let it go

this feel ing of removing my self from my
brain / of amplify ing this pain of body

my ears ring / so much louder when i'm high

all ways / ring ing / / / & to night
after so much snow / sound carries / /
a cough / a car wind ing it's way up
the snowy mountains / roads slick w/ice
wet snow / that clings to the in sides of
the tire wells of my blue mini van

ah / mini van / mom

i / mother / / why am i doing this
for my higher power / my children
the voice of reason / speaks thru
them when i am honest / / /

& my mouth grows bitter a gain
the taste of some thing / not good

& i ask god to remove these defects of character
& i ask my self / what is god / perhaps just a word
as good as any other / / / call 'it' what you will

we are it / / we are good / / we are god

good god / / lol

i just want some light / some removal of this torture
of mind / one that can't do the right thing all the time

so i decide on love / that i know / i have plenty
to give / it doesn't take much / a kind word / a
smile / an ear that listens for a while

/ /

© By ms finch On 2/8/2008 2:20:37 AM
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